In Love WIth Laura…
Lately, I have been obsessed with a queer movie called ‘Perfume’. It was released perhaps one or two years back but I didn’t noticed it back then. I recently had the chance to watch it on Star Movies and was instantly seduced by the queer obsession of the protagonist and the alluring cinematography.
To me, the star of the show was none other than the ethereal Laura, interpreted by Rachel Hurd Wood.
Meeting Laura sung by Soprano Chen Reiss
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Love love LOVE the red hair!! That song that keeps ringing in my head with a vision of Laura, her luscious hair floating to the will of the wind as she rode on the horse to escape from Jean-Baptiste Grenouille, the eloquent murderer..
It’s either red hair with fair skin.. or jet black hair with pale creamy skin.. and my piercing blue contact lenses @.-
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The beautiful Dita Von Teese..
Hmmm… Black hair is easy to obtain… but the fair milky skin.. That is challenging.. Loads of whitening lotion!?
Any ideas??!
Can’t do this..
It’s funny how some people are so irresponsible to start something they can’t maintain and prolong.
Then they throw you aside and say that they ‘don’t want to drag you down with them.’
Oh and did I mention that he feels the sense of freedom when I’m no longer around. Yup.. Karaokay sessions, enjoy time with friends, and he told me that he needed lots of time alone.
It’s more like you can’t stand the sight of me you FUCKING BASTARD!! RIGHT!? I’m the STUPID girl who fucking gave you my time, my love, my effort, my EVERYTHING!!!
Fucking ditch me when I was having a difficult time in my Life just because you couldn’t FUCKING DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT!
Because of you, I’ll never trust another guy again. BEcause you RUINED MY LIFE!!!
I could FUCKING KILL YOU!!!
I HATE YOU!!
The truth is always brutal
‘I wanna patch back with my ex’
The words that rang in my ears… and to think that I want to wait for someone who didn’t think that I was worth it.
I thought it was the state of mind, it was something else, mid-twenties crisis. Oh no.. It was not. It was the fact that the ex had qualities that I don’t.
What don’t I have I wonder?
I cook, I clean, I can hold a conversation, I gave him whatever he needed emotionally and physically.
Maybe I gave too much. Maybe he needed the pain that his ex had inflicted on him. Maybe that’s what I lacked.
I shouldn’t have been the wonderful girlfriend. I should have known that all men wants only what they can’t have.
It’s okay, it’s alright my dear self. I’ll work hard, I’ll make lots of money and shower my love over people who actually care about me and not some jerk who don’t appreciate me for being there always and so giving.
Goodbye.
Just because you’re worth it.
Hi people…
Sigh… So many things happened, till now, it seemed a whir to me. Everything happened too fast.
I wouldn’t elaborate too much but it’s been a long time since I felt like the way I did.
To many others, they tell me that I should look forward in life. But sometimes, just sometimes, it’s worth it to hold on, just that bit more, endure…
Just because it’s worth it.
Work is my only solace, but that doesn’t mean that night time is easy to pass. They say that 4am in the morning is the hardest to pass.
How true.
Cest La Vie… they say. Oh well, that’s all I can swallow for now.
Gotta get back to work….
