‘I wanna patch back with my ex’

The words that rang in my ears… and to think that I want to wait for someone who didn’t think that I was worth it.

I thought it was the state of mind, it was something else, mid-twenties crisis. Oh no.. It was not. It was the fact that the ex had qualities that I don’t.

What don’t I have I wonder?

I cook, I clean, I can hold a conversation, I gave him whatever he needed emotionally and physically.

Maybe I gave too much. Maybe he needed the pain that his ex had inflicted on him. Maybe that’s what I lacked.

I shouldn’t have been the wonderful girlfriend. I should have known that all men wants only what they can’t have.

It’s okay, it’s alright my dear self. I’ll work hard, I’ll make lots of money and shower my love over people who actually care about me and not some jerk who don’t appreciate me for being there always and so giving.

Goodbye.